your perfect love

moved.

Sun, 08 Jul 2007 05:05:37 GMT

MOVED.

http://voicesofheaven.spaces.live.com

to my soulmate<3

Tue, 03 Jul 2007 12:35:33 GMT

awww. i just looked at your blog and all our crazy photos!
man. its hilarious. my mum's jaw would definitely drop if she sees them!
sweet sweet pictures! (:
we used to take millions of pictures together! hahaha
i just impulsively felt like blogging one special entry for you after seeing the pictures.

im soo glad God let me meet you! (:
i think we really share that kind of special sisterly chemistry.
the one that we just look at each other and laugh and laugh.
although both of us have new friends and very close ones too, i just wanna let you know, you're really a very very unforgettable friend.
we may not be very close together now, as in yeah, physically and all,
but we know each other so well.
thanks for all the great time we used to have!
im sorry for the miscommunication too. something went wrong somewhere.
but it turned out as a good change too in a way.

love you bestie! (:
and i missed you loads though i dont really express it.
but we both know, deep down :D

twoplay! <3

and i think i may be going on hiatus too. schoolstuff is, pretty..dah.

dahh.

Mon, 02 Jul 2007 04:09:03 GMT

im finally back!
hahah. havent updated for ages.
was still contemplating whether to continue blogging or not ; kinda lazy to blog already
but i guess some people like ahem shauna ng, would totally whack me for not blogging.

guess where we went?
J8! its like, our usual hangout spot.
oh,but there's no more neoprint shop :(
shauna and i had fun shopping and cam-whoring though.
we did the craziest thing possible. i think all the shop owners would hate us for it.
but it was pretty fun(:
thank God for providing a way for shauna and i to be able to meet up!
we missed our appointments so many times.
i guess now, we're kinda back to normal, chatting away and being hyper :D

i think the cam-whoring was abit overdoing it though. =x
it was kinda bad.

yeahh. and my europe trip was really nice!
best city - PARIS! its beautiful, beautiful and beautiful. It has been my dream holiday destination!
                 the fashion there is totally drool-a-licious! its very expensive though, of course.
                 the people there are very well-dressed and i just marvel at the Notre Dame Catheral.
                  its super gothic and just beautiful. didnt go in though. only could admire from the outside
                the best part of being in Paris is the night cruise! (: went pass alot of important buildings like the effiel tower!
                its a very romantic and artistic place!
best country/island type place - SWITZERLAND! mountains, waterfalls, snow! People live in adorable swiss cottages, everything is so relaxed. Austria too. we stayed in a tiny town thats just, fairytale. i would love to live there.

best experience- playing with snow on the swiss mountains! i mean, its my first place seeing real snow.

best food- hmmm. thats really hard. i couldnt get used to the food. the portions are HUGE man.

i love going to the churches. You would totally be awed by their beauty.
i went to st.paul, st.mark, st.peter churches. there are alot of tiny churches around too.

oh man. THANK YOU, GOD! thank you for providing me with this trip, blessing our family with this amazing holiday!

saturday's sermon was cool. talking about DREAMS!
sometimes i really feel so finitely small and such a terrible person at times and i wonder, why does God still bother
with me? Why would He love me so much even when i walked away. His love. Oh God, you're so compassionate, so faithful. I know You are forgiving.

and i really love the song
"..You hold the universe, and still you run to the broken"

trust in God! (: you may be struggling and God knows. He totally totally understands and He wanna help you with it!
i know you are kinda troubled over it. I pray that God's presence will always be so real to you and you will find comfort in Him, find wisdom in Him. That you will know what to do and walk it out with God :D

and to a sister that i know reads my blog and hardly ever tags,
God wants you back. so so much. He feels so much more heartpain than anyone of us.
i know my words may not matter to you, but i pray God's words will.

'though the mountains be shaken
and the hills be removed
yet my unfailing love for you will never be shaken
nor my covenant of peace be removed
says the Lord,who has compassion on you"

and to my insane partner, dont be discouraged about the dance thing.
it may just be good for you. keep praying! (:
im sorry if i've not been a good sister recently and was impatient with you (:
love lots

I'll hold on

Mon, 28 May 2007 06:38:42 GMT

Whatever people say
whatever may go on
i will hold on to you

Wherever i may be
I know you're always there
Always right there for me

I know im weak
but in you, i find my strength
although i'm weary
my soul still sings for you
and in my darkness
i will turn to you
Jesus you,
are everything to me

I know you don't let go of me
your faithfulness prevails
and with all that i am
i will hold on to you

i'm close to tears
falling on weak knees
my world spinning out of control
but in you, i am found.
your love will keep this heart
beating on

with all i am
and all my soul
i'll hold on
i'll hold on
for all i have is you
Jesus

im not a very emo person. not really anyway.
but somehow i just sang out my emotions.
i know it'll get tougher to hold on, but its a battle that God is with me.
and that means everything.

there's always a silver lightning behind every dark cloud, i think.
if not, life would be pretty miserable at times.
so yeah. don't let anything get you down.

three more days!(:
ps. i just lurrrrve the lime green nail polish i saw in female(magazine).

the little boy next door

Mon, 21 May 2007 09:41:48 GMT

i totally screwed up my bio spa.
it was so so bad :(

i was feeling alittle sad. Okay, quite sad. about my results
i know that everyone tells me its okay and that its pretty good already BUT,
i still feel disappointed in myself. I mean, i'm proving my dad's judgment right. he said i'll just keep sliding down positions. and i did slide down, out of top 10. On one hand, im kinda glad that i didnt do that badly. But on another hand, its still...i think i didnt work hard enough.

so im gonna work extra hard(i hope i can do it)
but i know God will give me the strength to!
He was very comforting and at the same time, kinda like, asking me to really check myself.
Since God already redeem me and is there for me, i will be even stronger than those who dont know His love and joy! (:

MIDYEARS ARE OVER!

Thu, 10 May 2007 08:41:40 GMT

Finally the midyears are over! (:

the papers were quite alright i guess, some were more on the difficult side ; especially chem.
actually even if the chem paper was easier, i still would not understand it very well. Chem is just..like what jolene says, alien language to me. hahah. i already expect to fail chem horribly. If i pass, then its really a miracle!

Anyway, talking about exams just makes me go arrggghh.
yay! i think i can go with tseng yi and jolene they all for iceskating on sunday!! (:
and then tseng yi and i are gonna shop!
it'll be my first time going out with them too. I mean jolene and tseng yi and crystal(not v.sure if she can make it :(

i really thank God for answering my prayers!
Jieming and i prayed for tarina, she hasn't done her quiet time for really long, and so i smsed her to kinda talk to her about it. Now she's doing her quiet time again! (: im glad she didnt give up on God.
God is really an awesome God!! I thank Him for even bringing jolene into my life! To make us insane partners too!
Sitting with jolene makes me more reminded of God, and i feel very comforted in a way that she shares the same passion for Christ(: thanks jolene for always listening to me telling you about God, about church, and being there for singing worship with me! :D

and i was feeling kinda low on sunday,
then God really comforted me and showed me that i dont have to fear.
i think i was abit consumed by the revelations.
He's really a great God. Sometimes i feel like He's my faithful bestfriend, but i dont seem to grasp how powerful and almighty He really is. Probably i cant imagine how powerful a person can be, but God is really so powerful beyond
my own imagination and thoughts.

I keep taking photos of the sky lately.
hahaha. i know its very random. but i dont know why i just seem to..appreciate the sky more?
i look at the clouds and i feel this really nice feeling. Now i see why people like to cloud-watch.
maybe we're so busy with our lives then we dont really pause and have a good look at the little things around us.
But once we really take notice, then we'll find, its really so beautiful and incredible. Why did we not see it before?

I think this holiday is a great time to grow even closer to God(:
im gonna study very hard for Him. He provided me with good education and doting parents that willingly spend so much on my tuition and all, i really must make best use of it. Help me not to be complacent, Lord.
Its quite hard for me cos sometimes i just feel, tired to study or simply overwhelmed, but God i know you're there for me. I thank you for even showing me this impt thing about my studies.

for a brother

Thu, 03 May 2007 03:21:59 GMT

to mr dumbie.

i was reading your blog entry and my ego was swelling up. hahaha. but its really God who let me know you and become good friends with you. You're really encouraging too, you know. I see you changing and trying to change for God. I saw the fire ignite in you again when you were drifting in spiritual low. And then i see that i'm not alone in this struggle. You understand what i feel too and you're always there for me.
There are times when our friendship goes pretty argh. But then we learn to love and forgive. I thank God for you.
I pray that you'll grow alot more in Christ too, that your decisions will be wise, with the grace of God. I pray that God will even add on to you and that you'll be firm in your faith and always trust in Him. I pray that your fire for God will even spread to people around you (:

you're a great friend.
(and a talkative sister) :D

God bless in your preparations for your exams! (:

my dearest friend

Sun, 15 Apr 2007 12:49:10 GMT

i haven't posted for a loongg time.
there's alot of homework and tests.
and besides all that, there's also other stuff.

i thank God for being so faithful to me.
i haven't been a very faithful child lately but i really thank God for giving me chances.
I really feel like crying sometimes, out of happiness and gratitude that He's been my dearest friend all this time
especially when i'm the one who turned away or failed. But God is always there.
Friends may come and go, and everything may seem hopeless, but God is a friend that is always faithful.
i haven't been dedicating much to God
and i'm sorry for it. If there's anything i should boast or be happy about, its what God has done for me and everything He is.
He's really added on to him lately. and im really happy bout that (:
its really encouraging. because i can really see change in his life, that's something that only God can do(:

midyears are coming in 2 weeks. its soo soon.
there always seem like there's alot alot to study.
but its also because of this, that i have kinda put God as second for the past days.
I focused too much on my studies. and im sorry to God for that.

my 5 items this week! ;( its quite, daunting.
i mean, i'm quite okay with everything except PULL UPS. i really cannot do pull-ups.
and now's abit too late to train cos if i train now, i'll just have muscle-aches and that will make it even worse on wednesday.

next weekend would be exciting.
i'm having my chinese orals either on friday or sat(pls dont let it be sat,God!)
and there's zibing's wedding, phantom of the opera and syf day!
and i have sore throat now. i just pray it'll get better by then.

where i lose myself, i will find you're all i need

and thank God that april finally has a handphone! it makes it so much easier to contact her and check on her qt.
and thank God that i can stay for dinner at church! or atleast, i stayed yesterday. ((:
and thank God that samuel's able to join us for service,cell group,dinner. God brought it to mind a few weeks ago and i was praying and praying. and although i've forgotten about it, God didn't and He answered my prayer ;D
oh and thank God that my relationship with someone is getting better too.

argh

Fri, 30 Mar 2007 09:31:50 GMT

my tablet is so slooowwwww.

ahh. everyone around me seems to be dieting..
even the tall slim ones are also going on a major diet.
its almost like an influence.
but we're in a girls school so its pretty expected.
i think dieting is okay. but not too..extreme.
just cut down on junk food. and exercise more.
if you're eating healthily, then it shouldn't be a major weight problem.
now everyone's eating fruits. yeah, the latest dieting tool.

and i just went to take my passport-sized photos for my new EZ-link card.
i look soo....
my eyes can hardly be seen and my face looks so big. my hair so screwed too ;(
im not exactly very unhappy about my looks but sometimes i just feel like throwing eggs at my own photos.

this week has been so hectic.
so much work + 2.4 run.
i felt pretty tired yesterday and today.
especially last night. i don't know why, but i almost couldn't keep my eyes open when i'm doing my quiet time.

oh and we celebrated the jan-march birthday girls today.
They bought this HUGE cake, about $70++

how i wish i can go to church tomorrow.
tomorrow sounds pretty boring.
and jolene's hairdo really makes her look like susan from narnia!
its really fun sitting with jolene. we keep humming and singing worship songs in class, and she's a complete nut.
mr tan calls her the 'powerhouse'. We keep laughing and laughing and doing crazy stuff in class.

and i got through the auditions. ohhhhh thank God! (:

a thousand notes

Fri, 16 Mar 2007 05:21:49 GMT

the holiday's ending soon! ;(
but this holiday hasn't really been a holiday anyway.
went back to sch for enrichment from monday-wednesday.
then thursday had choir.
and today i'm having math+chinese tuitions

the TCM enrichment was...quite okay lah.
but i feel its quite a waste of time.
the only highlight is usually lunch.
the first thing fangying said to us when she came to class was like,
where are we going for lunch?
but we ended up going to tanglin mall food court for the consecutive three days.
all of us were very bored during the class.
unless we have some experiments to do.

jeslyn, vanessa and i keep singing the hana kimi soundtracks.
especially 'wo yi zhi dou zai'
its soooo nice (:

choir was..okay but kinda scary when ms tham came.
she eliminated some of the juniors out of SYF immediately.
i doubt i can meet the standards though. its really very very strict.

oh and my parents brought me out for dinner last night. and my dad was talking to me about choosing my future career. I have no idea about what to be..

and i went with my cousin to the gym on wednesday.
the gym has only like 12 equipments. and its a LADIES-ONLY gym.
and my ____ is like ______.
:((

CELLIBEAN!

Tue, 06 Mar 2007 09:42:24 GMT

jolene and i have come up with this whole cellibean thing due to..pure boredom.

so i created my own online photo album.
http://www.shutterfly.com/view/pictures.jsp

but i only have 3 pics in it.
i will update it when there's actually something interesting to put.

and my common tests results are okay...but i failed SS ;(
oh well. flag day on saturday!
and tseng yi, jolene, jesslyn, me and some other people from my class are taking part in the costume parade thing on the 31st march. adams family will be so fun to dress up as.

everyone's falling sick.
im getting a sore throat too :(

oh, and the oscar thing is so..argh.
i got Health promotion board manager as my career AGAIN.
and its not exactly my dream job.

and. hana kimi ending sucks.
i hope they have a sequel though (:

common tests are finally over.

Tue, 27 Feb 2007 10:20:04 GMT

hana kimi craze!(:
everyone's talking about it.
i was on 111 and one bunch of girls near me was having this heated discussion about hana kimi and another bunch were going goo-goo ga-ga over this chinese magazine that were featuring hana kimi. And the people in my class are also crazy over hana kimi, me included. hehh.

there's an anti-wuzun club in my school luh. Although im a fan of wuzun, i also admit he looks abit girlish. But thats alright what,right.

anyway,tseng yi taught us a new game from some taiwan tv show she learnt from. It was quite fun luh, but after awhile then we got kinda bored of it. Tseng yi and jesslyn teaches us(laura,me,jeaslyn) hand games picked up from taiwan variety shows. Jesslyn,jeaslyn,laura, tseng yi and i are kinda like a clique. But we're not those who will be like, restricted and use the word 'clique'. We just hang out together and not do those clique-y things like create clique name for ourselves and all the other stuff cliques do.

i think my math really improved with some help from mrs soon(:

my whole class is quite the studious type. Everyone's always studying. Its quite a nice environment i guess.

"God's love doesn't rise and fall with our performance. He loves us for who we are"

I really felt more and more of God throughout this week.
and although i did something wrong this week, that i felt like i was so letting God down, He was ever as kind and patient. And He assured me that He still loves me and He will help me overcome my temptations. I can't hide anything from Him, even if i sometimes convince myself i do. and its better to ask Him to help(:

curian-licious, so delicious

Tue, 13 Feb 2007 11:40:36 GMT

today's cross country wasn't as bad as i thought it would be.
met up with Tseng Yi at tiong bahru mrt station and we met melanie at bedok mrt station.
we thought we would be kinda late cos we're supposed to reach at 8 and we were still waiting for the bus at 7.55+, and of course ms ong is giving demerits for late-comers. and i can't afford any more demerits! I already have two, sad to say.

Thankfully there were others even later than us and there was alot of admin work to be done so it started later. And Jialing was so funny. She brought her own mat(like those picnic mat) and the bunch of us sat on the mat. The grass was so poky and ants crawled into our shoes.
yeah anyway,i was running with Ying Tian and she gave me a fright lah.
Halfway through, she was looking VERY PALE then she told me she had asthma.
she looked like she could faint anytime. Then she was a stomachache so we slowed down. I think she did pretty well already, despite her tummyache and all.
oh, and CURIE WON THE HOUSE CHEERS! hahahah. the cheers were pretty cute.

oh and my house's market's salon raised their prices by $8?! so expensive.
the lady cut my hair pretty short, when i tie up, its just a tiny thin tuff but i quite like the cut. The guy behind me was soo vain. He kept doing his hair while waiting for his turn. and i was like,errrrr.

i changed sitting partner! now im sitting with jolene and i call her, my insane partner. its almost like sitting with wenning, but crazier. Jolene's quite fun though to sit with though. she wakes me up during lessons. hahah.
the people sitting around us are all pretty familiar faces. tseng yi sits right infront though ;(

valentine day tomorrow(:

a perfect remedy

Wed, 31 Jan 2007 06:08:42 GMT

haven't blogged for ages.
i'm thinking of changing to myspace.
sick at home with a flu and a bad throat :( blah.
was having fever yesterday but i feel pretty okay now.

school is okay i guess. alot of school work and tests.
in fact, i have 4 more tests for thursday and friday >.<
and choir and band are having another concert on the 6th of Feb.
i totally love TE QUEIRO! its a really nice song though the choir sang it before for To The Stars but i haven't sang Te Queiro for any concert before so its still pretty new to me. Te Queiro is supposed to be some political song but some people interpret it as a love song.
and the concert is at the singapore conference hall. where the SYF is supposed to be at. but for some reason, they changed the SYF venue to Victoria Concert Hall, which is even better. Victoria Concert Hall has that nice church-y feeling.

God is really gracious! My grandpa received Christ! :D
and my dad's faith is growing too. He was helping me share with my mum on monday night.
and i had to share my testimony on last sat. Zibing called me at like, 1pm? and i literally freaked out. I'm not very good with speaking infront of crowds and i almost wanted to back out of it. But then during praise and worship, God was asking me "If you love your Father, would you not want to praise Him and tell others about what He has done?" and i was really encouraged by that.
He really gave me the courage and strength to share infront of the whole service (: Thank God!

During lessons, Jeslyn, Laura, Tseng Yi and I were being hyper. as usual. Especially Tseng Yi. She was being so hyper. Probably influenced by us. hahaha. I still haven't really talk to my new classmates yet except people sitting around me and tomorrow is already the last day of the month! Can't wait for chinese new year.
and we have our first common test on Valentine itself. how great.

oh and HANA KIMI ROCKS<3!

little changes makes big differences

Wed, 10 Jan 2007 08:29:18 GMT

haven't uploaded for the longest time.
but i guess everyone else too, since school is just getting so busy!!
my new class is rather alright, the people seemed to be nice enough even though i don't really know them very well yet but we're not the type that sleeps in class during lessons so its pretty okay at least.
i'm the one who's actually very very tempted to sleep during lessons. hahah.
plus i have a fan very very near my seat so its very cooling. and the lessons are kinda..yawn. so, its all a good mixture for a nice afternoon nap. hah.
my stupid tablet has problems. i sent it for the TA today and im only getting it back on thursday :(
have quite alot to say.
but,i have quite a lot of work to do too.
haha. so shall just end here.

XMAS IS OVER,now what

Fri, 29 Dec 2006 03:10:46 GMT

i have this stupid pop-up thing that is hovering over my screen as i'm typing this. and i can't close this stupid irritating pop-up either. so please bear with any typo errors.

retro xams party at the church was okay. I was abit bored at first when this musician guy played the harp and the guitar for the first part of the concert, but the drama definitely woke me up. hahah. it was quite funny and i didn't know yifang was in the drama team! i thought she was the quiet quiet type. haha. no offence yeah
anyway i brought sumin along and she seemed to have fun too. Then there was the food. Gracia's mum really makes the best spagetthi! Its probably the yummiest spagetthi i've had yet. And the cell group had a party at the church office too. We played games and ate lots of food. and, there was gift exchange! I got some winnie the pooh plushie :D

There was also another party at my gran's house. I helped my aunt out with the food cos obviously, all my cousins(who are mainly guys) were busy with the PS2 game. and yeah, the food was pretty good but alittle too much. Then my cosins played with their games. I just watched TV. and the adults talked and talked among themselves. Luckily my oldest cousin(who's like 30?) watched TV with me and she's probably the only one who can carry out an interesting conversation with me. hahaha. and my baby cousin didn't come so it was quite boring.

yeah. Thanks JM for the nice shirt and ornament. and Chiayee for the hello kitty plushie! She sewed/knitted it herself. I wouldn't have the patience to do that. hahah. and my aunts gave me a NIKE shirt, a green handbag, a necklace, a box of chocolates, a purple purse and my parents bought me an OP pencil-box. and my godsisters bought me 5 pairs of earrings. yeah.

school starting soon! ;(
oh yeah i went for the minor surgery yesterday. It was gory lah. When the whole thing finished, i saw blood blood and blood. The growth looked like a baby oyster. and its very painful yeah, the whole thing. The laser thing felt like the doctor burned a hole into my skin. but anyway,im glad its over(:

and yeah,im feeling abit confused at first about something. But i spoke to God and now my heart is very very calm.

and man will live forevermore because of xmas day

Tue, 26 Dec 2006 04:59:05 GMT

MERRY XMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!:D
school starting soon! argh.
went to buy school books today. FINALLY.

LIVING FOR YOU!

Thu, 21 Dec 2006 11:46:45 GMT

YI camp totally rocked.
first day
OUR TRIBE NAME-ABEL! hahaha. the other tribe names were like, Joseph,Isacc,Abraham,Enod and Noah
yeah, and audrey's sister was the tribe leader! Yeah the first night was quite terrible because
(1) the place where we slept was freezing cold. Some person put the temp at 18'C and its already so cold because of all the rain.
(2) not used to the air mattresses we slept on
(3) a bit too excited for tmr
(4) some ppl(yf and grace)kept talking and giggling all night
yeah, our tribe slept in the auditorium.
SECOND DAY
woke up extremely cold and still sleepy(had a bad sleep last night)
yeah, then we rehearsed cheers and had our services. Pastor Paul is really really good.
But his sermons can a tad boring at times. Yeah and we had indoor inter-tribe games.
Our team,lead by mel, is called MOOMOO. and karyn's team is called KAREBEAR!
yeah. different teams but still same cell group, same tribe.
THIRD DAY
prayed for good weather all day yesterday and God really answered our prayers!!
The past few days had been raining nonstop but today, it was bright and sunny!
We went to labrador park for outdoor game activities. My nose got sunburnt! and yeah, i got alittle tanned.
God is truly amazing. The clouds surrounding our area were all dark clouds, but our area had bright clear clouds.
And it only rained after our games ended. Praise GOD :D
was so exhausted after that. and we didn't wear shoes on the muddy field so we had lots of foot therapy if you know what i mean. yeah we were all so EEKS. and i was so bored in the queue to bathe(the tribe had to share a toilet), that i started talking to the girls around me, and thus, becoming friends. hahaha.
the PRAISE AND WORSHIP was really good cos we had a party in the hall. God really spoke to all of us in a big way that night. I'm so happy for Stacy. She really grown alot in Christ during the camp.
FOURTH DAY(last day)
someone set her annoying ringtone on for so long early in the morning. Literally waking everyone up.
had our final service which i almost fell asleep during the sermon.
then we went to pack our bags and did some area-cleaning before going home.

There were alot of breakthroughs. God told me to take a step of courage and faith to share my faith with others because i'm fearful of rejection and that others would persecute me for my belief. But God is always with me and He is my strength! God loves us so so much that He wants to give us so much. But some people just don't take it. Its like an exclusive free gift that are open to all. But they don't understand this gift. They can be so involved in everything else in this world but they just close one eye to the gospel; the truth. So many questions, and who else knows the answers better than God, who can understand and appreciate us like Him? If you are feeling unloved and rejected, God is always there for you. Even if you might not love Him as much, but He loves you so so much. Even if you were not Christian, He already loved you. He died for you! You mean so much to Him.

You are the source of life
I can't be left behind
No one else will do
I will take hold of you
x
A thousand times I failed
your mercy remains
Should i stumble again
I'm caught in your grace
x
I called
You answered
and You came to my rescue
and I, wanna be where you are
x

what a dear

Thu, 14 Dec 2006 02:58:07 GMT

lots of events happened during this period of time so it would be a V.long post if i were to blog all of it.
so i shall just summarize alittle.
went to malaysia for 3 days,2 nights at sunway hotel(which is in KL)
just like the last time, except we didnt travel up to Genting and we visited new places in KL
the first day was just shopping in the shopping centre(which is connected to the hotel), didnt buy anything so it was quite a waste
then the second day we went to Times Square, which is supposedly the orchard area in KL
the place really reminds me of TAKA. anyway, there's an indoor amusement park there and my godsis and i were the first few who played at the theme park in the morning. The rides are SCAREE okay. We took this ride which LOOKED like some children's game.
and when we took it, ITS DEFINITELY NOT like a children's game. the thing was spinning so fast to the left and i kept crashing into my godsis.
Its very difficult to try and shift yourself back to the right. no wonder there were so many couples taking that ride. and of course the guys sat on the left.
then we took this other ride which we had no idea at first what kind of ride it was. It flipped us upside down about a dozen times or more.
and when we came out of the ride, we had such terrible headaches so we decided to take this other ride(with lots of little kids) to relax for a bit.
but that ride, was AGAIN SPINNING SPINNING SPINNING. and at the end of it, we ran to the toilets to vomit.
the roller coaster was very fun though.
Times Square has 10 levels of shopping paradise. My godsis and I bought some stuff from there.
And guess what. we still had time to visit another theme park. a water theme park.
yeah, and we went out with aunty anna and uncle sam. Last time we went, it was only the two of them.
This time, they brought along their one-year old daughter! she's soooo cute please. and we had good local food and went shopping AGAIN.
yeah then we went iceskating on the last day.

just came back from my godma's house yesterday.
i actually felt, well, lonely this morning cos the whole house was so quiet, which is a sharp contrast to my godma's house with all my god-siblings.
yeah, my godsis and i went to her NPCC friends' BBQ the first day. Before the BBQ, we went bowling and played awhile at the arcade(cos the boys wanted to play their computer games there -.-)
and the BBQ was at sembawang park. The place is pretty deserted. There were totally no other BBQs around our unit.
The guys helped with the fire and the girls BBQ-ed the food. and we played with sparklers and the guys played cards.
second day was spent shopping with my god-family. I can't believe how different my younger god-siblings are now.
i mean, in terms of appearances. Huilin(younger god-sis) has long hair and she's so tall! and yeah Yuan(younger godbro) is also pretty tall now, his face is more longish? and his voice cracked. Heh. and of course, my elder godbro's hairstyle changed again. It always changes every time i visit their house.
and now, they adopted a kitten from SPCA. which was of course, a nice addition to the already very rowdy family.
then the last day, we stayed at home the whole day. The girls helped my godma to prepare the food(all the chopping and blah)
while the guys played computer games and watched TV. how fair is that.
anyway, i finally took the intiative to talk to my elder godbro. He has hardly spoken a word to me for the past dunno how many years already.
according to my godsis, he hardly talks to my other god-siblings at all. He's a very cold person and i didn't dare to talk to him before.
but well, he was carrying the kitten and i just asked questions about the kitten and we kinda chatted.
and last night, he actually said goodbye when i left. Which he hasnt done for the MANY past years(8 years i think) that i had been to their house.
so i guess he's not such a snob after all. He's such a mystery.

i still have alittle bit of holiday homework left.
i don't feel like doing lit though. im not even taking lit next year! :(

yay tmr going out with my CSI! and after that, going to my godsis's birthday BBQ!

tanggoooo!

Wed, 29 Nov 2006 09:30:26 GMT

monday was fun.
mr tay and ms tham wore purple blouses to match with our gowns too.
and the teachers bought Macs for our lunch. Some of them brought their own lunch.
and their lunches are actually more appetizing than what we were eating.
we left the school at 12.30
the feeling of being in the dressing room/backstage of esplanade is just,AMAZING!
it was sooo cool. every section had their own rooms.
so it felt abit like a hotel. But rebecca says its more like a hospital.
a mix of both i think. and the mirrors really had those bright light bulbs around it; like those you see on TV. And we had a few rehearsals before the actual thing.
Those who didnt know how to put on their own make-up(me included) had to do make-up first while the others take their dinners. The queue of those who needed make-up help was so long that some of us gave up, went to have dinner first, then go back to the dressing room to do make-up
a professional make-up artist,also one of the teacher's girlfriend, helped us with our make-up.
I wish i could hire her as my personal stylist or something. Then she can help me with my make-up,hair and clothes in the future. hahaha. She's pretty good.
Then the actual performance! :D
i got a bit nervous atfirst when i saw the audience but then i calmed down after that, just focusing on the conductor alone. Tango was funny; the audience laughed at our dramatic poses.
and after our solo performance, we went back to our rooms to rest and prepare for the next performance.
the SOPS 2 took a family portrait, in which many other section ppl joined in later.
and of course, a little accident happened,regarding the lockers. But thankfully, we have Wei Xiong to save us! hahaha.
yeah, then we went to sing the finale songs.
At the end of everything, everyone were REALLY REALLY HIGH.
we were all screaming away(:

went to send off the mission trippers today.
then that eugene neo went to say that i could reveal my surprise infront of everyone.
and the surprise is actually not a surprise, i just told him i wanted to hug our cell ppl before they leave for thailand. Then it was so awkward and zibing thought i was going to do a one-person choir. hahah. but eventually, i managed to hug the girls. The guys just wave and all. hahaha. no offence guys
and we wanted to go cineleisure(alex,eugene,rachel,stacy and I)
but we missed the train stop and had to take like dunno how long to take back.
in the end, stacy and i decided to go home cos it was quite late already and we needed to go back earlier. It was so funny lah. Alex and Eugene are like, at total loggerheads. Then all the girls stood on Alex's side. hahaha. And i purposely irritated Eugene by going 'Eugene gor-gor" while stacy went "Eugene Daddy". hahaha. and who will the mum be? ALex? hahaha.
oh and we met zibing's sister,jing an.
she looks ALOT like zibing.

rubbish

Wed, 22 Nov 2006 10:59:50 GMT

***In a Past Life...***

You Were: A Kind Chief.

Where You Lived: France.

How You Died: Consumption.

Who Were You In a Past Life?
http://www.blogthings.com/pastlifegenerator/

WORZY NEHZY

Wed, 22 Nov 2006 10:42:56 GMT

choir has been,well,tiring.
but of course,we still have alot to polish up on. and we've only got a few more days left to the musical. so yeah. we kinda need practice.
we had the rehearsals on tuesday and we're supposed to dance along with the dancers for the last song? We're wearing gowns and court shoes. and we're supposed to dance along in those.
well,atleast the moves are kinda not so vigorous.
yeah, its quite exciting actually, the concert.

and today was very relaxing.
i basically just lazed around the whole day.
listen to the radio,watching TV.
oh and i cried senselessly at the last part of this show, Twin Falls Idoha.
its like,so so sad man. Its about this pair of twins that are joined together in the middle and they get like, alienated from the rest of the world and its just very sad luh, their life story. how everyone treated them like a joke and all.
Then one of the twin dies and the other twin had an operation to be separated from that dead twin.
and he continues his life in a countryside alone and crippled. The only consolation was this very pretty lady who fell for this twin and they spent the rest of their lives together.

yeah and my uncle and i wanted to go running in the afternoon.
but of course, it rained.

oh yeah, and rebecca and i baked cookies on monday!
chocolate chip cookies. the taste is nice but the cookies are a little too soft.
then we watched some episodes of F.R.I.E.N.D.S
it was quite fun :D

ELVAN<3

Sun, 19 Nov 2006 06:55:52 GMT

God is indeed incredible luh.
There were really 2 newcombers yesterday! :D
cos he told me to fast on tuesday/monday(cant quite rmb) for 2 newcomers!
and there were really two!

had to leave again yesterday for my cousin's party.
and elvan is just so cute.

blah. tmr going to rebecca's house! (:

ALLELUIA!

Fri, 17 Nov 2006 14:35:49 GMT

yay! got into the class i wanted.
i didn't even go to school to get the combi results
cos the moment i woke up and switched on my phone this morning, laura called me to annouce to me the news. hahah. she's in my class too!
yeah, then i totally missed tuition this morning cos mrs soon smsed me at like,12 plus last night to arrange the tuition at 8.30am this morning but i only woke up at 9.30
so yeah. so we arranged it at 8.30am on saturday morning.*groans
and i went to the library to do CIP with brenda.
it was an impromptu decision. cos she happened to be moody(according to her) so she took to commonwealth mrt station. So she called me and i joined her for CIP.
and this staff at the library is so nice please. he's the nicest of all the staff.
so we did some re-arranging of audio CDS and blah. Then brenda and i started singing, and we did some stupid rapping thing. It was suppeerrr funnie! We laughed until our sides hurt.
then when we finished arranging, we went for lunch at pizza hut.
where we met brenda's friends. They were going ice-skating so we decided to join them after our duty. We went back to the library, did some shelving at the children's section, then we went ice-skating!
Its been ages since I ice-skated. So yeah, brenda and i had to depend on each other for support at first. then we got it. so yeah. Then we skated around.
there was this group of cheena 20-somethings who was so irritating. they keep trying to show off or something, when they clearly can't skate. Then one guy crashed into me!!!
So i fell on my knees and my knees got ice-burns.

so many choir practices these days. MUSICAL EVENING<3
yay my dad is finally back from japan!

MUSICAL EVENING<3

Mon, 13 Nov 2006 07:38:59 GMT

yeah as you can see from my subject
MUSICAL EVENING coming soon! It's on 27th Nov,$20,Esplanade,free seating
the school CHOIR,band,dance and other performing art groups will be performing!
So yeah if you're interested,you can contact me and let me know.

went shopping with my mum yesterday.
cos apparently METRO has sales or smthing so yeah.
and we were looking for new shoes for me cos the two pairs i bought from J8 are seriously screwed. yeah,then its kinda hard to look for shoes. Personally, im not a shoe-shopper. and i dont like wearing heels or flats. so in the end, i managed to buy a pair of sandals luh.
then we walked around almost the whole of orchard road and went home about 7 plus.

today
went for choir. Today's choir practice is not really very long but tomorrow's practice will be LOOONGG. its kinda draining actually. We have alot alot of practices lined up.
oh yeah then we were running before choir started, and i fell down luh. so embarrassing. i fell in this very ugly position but fortunately i landed quite gently, so i didnt get any injury. Thank God.
Then after choir,eunice,gail,airika and I went for lunch together at Taka.

oh and rebecca, your fringe is quite nice what! You'll get used to it soon. hahaha (: